I was being blinded by love to the extent that my boyfriend and I took a blood covenant, that was about some years ago.
The truth is that I was so madly in love with him, and when he brought out the ideal, I thought that was the only way he will be mine forever.
So I agreed with him, and we made the covenant.
We use a needle to cut out blood from our thumbs, and we made a vow never to live each other or make love with another person.
i’ve been discussing with him to end this covenant, but he always refuses.
We took the covenant when i was 17yrs, and It’s been 8 years now, and I’ve loved only him.
Even though i don’t love him again, I’m afraid to have or make love with another person.
He say we can’t end it and that we must Mary each other.
I already found someone else I love, I’m planning to report him to the police or his parents if he doesn’t give me a chance to go away.
*i don’t know if it will actually hurt me if I love another person.